I can't help but feel disturbed about the growing cases of people who commit suicide. Nobody truly understands how they felt or what they've been through during the times they were still alive. All that is left to us are just mere suicide notes and unanswered questions of "why they did it?"

Lately, I've been reading a lot of news from the net about stars who committed suicide. One story about a korean actress who hanged herself caught my full attention. Her name is Jang Ja Yeon. She was one the '3 mean girls' from the korean soap Boys Over Flowers, which I also followed on tv series, but eventually bought the dvd copy of it to watch it in full version! She's one hell of a pretty woman and she's almost perfect i must say. It kinda breaks my heart that she killed herself because of depression. Not to mention that she already had undergone treatment for depression when her parents died in a traffic accident in Korea some years ago. She was raped by her manager and was also forced to provide sexual favors to some bigshots in the entertainment industry in exchange of advancement for her career. This was against her will. She felt like a prostitute. This was not what she wanted. She even left a lengthy suicide note, revealing the names of the so-called Bigshots and wanted to have the head of the agency which she used to work with be punished.

Whew! Made it! I just got home from a very short vacation in Pampanga. I visited my Pops and some long lost friends! haha! I had a great time with 'em. My bonding with friends was a super blast! We grabbed some frappe @ Starbucks and had a long chit-chat about our so-called-love-life! Well, my friend Joi and I waited for like hours for Shey to arrive coz she was still on duty that time. Finally, she arrived. We got pretty hungry so the three of us decided to have some pizza for dinner. It was raining really hard that time! We had a typhoon (Ondoy) that very day and it almost ruined our camaraderie. But we were still laughing so hard like retardz with our crazy stories, despite the harsh weather. I say, it was fun. And who cares about the weather, when we can still have a great time together eh?

It was getting pretty dark outside and the rain was pouring like hell, so our dinner ended up like a FAST-FORWARD mode...i almost choked on my pizza! haha! But it was fun though. We took some pictures, ofcourse. I can't wait to upload them on FB. I'll post some of the pixes here don't worry.

Okie..hafta go now...byeeeee!

Labels: frappe, friendship, lovelife, pizza, starbucks, vacation, weather

For me, the worst feeling one could ever feel is to be neglected and rejected. Agree? Especially when some nitwit out there tend to backstab you and tell make-up stories about you, like as if they know who you really are! Dang! Geez, how I despise these kind of people! And my only comfort is to let my tear ducts sqeeze out tons of tears and let out a heavy sigh of disgust. It's true that you can't please everybody. And I definitely did not exist to please everyone. But isn't it just so unfair when you hear things you don't deserve to hear, blamed for something you haven't even done, castigated and find you stupid pot shots as a way of convincing themselves that they're a lot better than you?! Nothing but a bunch of egotistic people!

Gah! I simply abhor them! Nobody deserves this kind of treatment esp. when you're not doing anything bad to them. People deserve a fair kind of treatment without stepping on somebody's foot and that includes me! Sheesh! -_-"

Labels: backstab, cry, disgust, feeling, hater, mean

Labels: flood, rain, umbrella, wet

Labels: chocolates, comments, dates, plans, relationship, waffles

Labels: bestfriend, cuddle, cute, dogs, pets, shih tzu

Can't believe I just got my new journal today. I now have a total of 3 journals. Two of them only requires email support and the other one is for full support. Well, you might be wondering what the hell am i talkin' about here. I'm currently working as an Editorial Assistant for Springer, it's a publishing company and I'm just new in the job. Today my supervisor just introduced me to this new journal which im going to handle for full support. Honestly, I'm quite nervous about introducing myself to the Editor-in-Chief and I wonder if they're nice to work with. On the contrary, I'm also excited to start with the journal. It feels scary, but also at the same time, it kinda feels good too.

The important thing is, I'm enjoying my job. Like what Confucius said: "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life." I soooo agree with that wise saying! I've had previous jobs and some with great pay, but when i stopped enjoying my job, suddenly everything started to fell apart. I just wasn't happy with what i'm doin' anymore. And I was starting to feel that I was just doing my work for the sake of earning and because I am obliged to do it. Going to work seemed to be a burden and very dreary. I woke up each day and the feeling of excitement going to work isn't there anymore, I just let out a heavy *SIGH* thinking that it'll just be another TEDIOUS day for me to start and can't even wait to end. Am sure anyone here who has work experience knows what i'm talkin' about.

So far, i feel happy and satisfied with where i am now. And i hope this kind of feeling won't fade away just like what happened with my previous jobs, coz it sucks bigtime! Well, what I think is that, the environment plays an important role when it comes to working. If you're comfortable & happy with the people that you work with, the place and the work itself, then there should be no problem-coz the feeling of satisfaction is there and that's what keeps you motivated somehow, right?

Labels: confucius, happiness, jobs, journals, office, work

I can't help but feel disturbed about the growing cases of people who commit suicide. Nobody truly understands how they felt or what they've been through during the times they were still alive. All that is left to us are just mere suicide notes and unanswered questions of "why they did it?"

Lately, I've been reading a lot of news from the net about stars who committed suicide. One story about a korean actress who hanged herself caught my full attention. Her name is Jang Ja Yeon. She was one the '3 mean girls' from the korean soap Boys Over Flowers, which I also followed on tv series, but eventually bought the dvd copy of it to watch it in full version! She's one hell of a pretty woman and she's almost perfect i must say. It kinda breaks my heart that she killed herself because of depression. Not to mention that she already had undergone treatment for depression when her parents died in a traffic accident in Korea some years ago. She was raped by her manager and was also forced to provide sexual favors to some bigshots in the entertainment industry in exchange of advancement for her career. This was against her will. She felt like a prostitute. This was not what she wanted. She even left a lengthy suicide note, revealing the names of the so-called Bigshots and wanted to have the head of the agency which she used to work with be punished.

Whew! Made it! I just got home from a very short vacation in Pampanga. I visited my Pops and some long lost friends! haha! I had a great time with 'em. My bonding with friends was a super blast! We grabbed some frappe @ Starbucks and had a long chit-chat about our so-called-love-life! Well, my friend Joi and I waited for like hours for Shey to arrive coz she was still on duty that time. Finally, she arrived. We got pretty hungry so the three of us decided to have some pizza for dinner. It was raining really hard that time! We had a typhoon (Ondoy) that very day and it almost ruined our camaraderie. But we were still laughing so hard like retardz with our crazy stories, despite the harsh weather. I say, it was fun. And who cares about the weather, when we can still have a great time together eh?

It was getting pretty dark outside and the rain was pouring like hell, so our dinner ended up like a FAST-FORWARD mode...i almost choked on my pizza! haha! But it was fun though. We took some pictures, ofcourse. I can't wait to upload them on FB. I'll post some of the pixes here don't worry.

Okie..hafta go now...byeeeee!

Labels: frappe, friendship, lovelife, pizza, starbucks, vacation, weather

For me, the worst feeling one could ever feel is to be neglected and rejected. Agree? Especially when some nitwit out there tend to backstab you and tell make-up stories about you, like as if they know who you really are! Dang! Geez, how I despise these kind of people! And my only comfort is to let my tear ducts sqeeze out tons of tears and let out a heavy sigh of disgust. It's true that you can't please everybody. And I definitely did not exist to please everyone. But isn't it just so unfair when you hear things you don't deserve to hear, blamed for something you haven't even done, castigated and find you stupid pot shots as a way of convincing themselves that they're a lot better than you?! Nothing but a bunch of egotistic people!

Gah! I simply abhor them! Nobody deserves this kind of treatment esp. when you're not doing anything bad to them. People deserve a fair kind of treatment without stepping on somebody's foot and that includes me! Sheesh! -_-"

Labels: backstab, cry, disgust, feeling, hater, mean

Labels: flood, rain, umbrella, wet

Labels: chocolates, comments, dates, plans, relationship, waffles

Labels: bestfriend, cuddle, cute, dogs, pets, shih tzu

Can't believe I just got my new journal today. I now have a total of 3 journals. Two of them only requires email support and the other one is for full support. Well, you might be wondering what the hell am i talkin' about here. I'm currently working as an Editorial Assistant for Springer, it's a publishing company and I'm just new in the job. Today my supervisor just introduced me to this new journal which im going to handle for full support. Honestly, I'm quite nervous about introducing myself to the Editor-in-Chief and I wonder if they're nice to work with. On the contrary, I'm also excited to start with the journal. It feels scary, but also at the same time, it kinda feels good too.

The important thing is, I'm enjoying my job. Like what Confucius said: "Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life." I soooo agree with that wise saying! I've had previous jobs and some with great pay, but when i stopped enjoying my job, suddenly everything started to fell apart. I just wasn't happy with what i'm doin' anymore. And I was starting to feel that I was just doing my work for the sake of earning and because I am obliged to do it. Going to work seemed to be a burden and very dreary. I woke up each day and the feeling of excitement going to work isn't there anymore, I just let out a heavy *SIGH* thinking that it'll just be another TEDIOUS day for me to start and can't even wait to end. Am sure anyone here who has work experience knows what i'm talkin' about.

So far, i feel happy and satisfied with where i am now. And i hope this kind of feeling won't fade away just like what happened with my previous jobs, coz it sucks bigtime! Well, what I think is that, the environment plays an important role when it comes to working. If you're comfortable & happy with the people that you work with, the place and the work itself, then there should be no problem-coz the feeling of satisfaction is there and that's what keeps you motivated somehow, right?

Labels: confucius, happiness, jobs, journals, office, work